More ideas from Alexandra
Well, you havent really posted quotes. So I guess that means something ha.

Me every night. My friends are asleep. My love is asleep. I am alone. Crying, shaking, completely a mess. No one can help me. I am a lost cause.<<< Nobody is a lost cause. Once you tell family then they can help you feel surrounded by love and not alone.

I don't think anybody understands how hard it is to actually have to TRY to be happy and keep yourself going. If one more person tells me to practice my coping strategies. I'm gonna snap. Its not that simple. I can't just pull coping strategies out of thin air when I feel like shit.

People ask me if I'm okay and I say, "I'm just tired" so it doesn't seem like I'm complaining about feeling so shitty all the time just for attention.in reality I am tired of all these things

...if you meet a loner ... they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them ...

"Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them." -My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult

"right now? right now i want someone to kiss my forehead and tell me they are lucky to have me."

"right now? right now i want someone to kiss my forehead and tell me they are lucky to have me." Adam does this to me all the time. He tells me he's lucky, and makes me feel lucky. Best guy I've ever had!

i haven't wanted to die this bad in a few weeks & i'm scared because i've started planning it

Just remember, thoughts and feelings change from day to day, you may feel rough today but tomorrow you could be on top of the world.