Me every night. My friends are asleep. My love is asleep. I am alone. Crying, shaking, completely a mess. No one can help me. I am a lost cause.<<< Nobody is a lost cause. Once you tell family then they can help you feel surrounded by love and not alone.
"Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them." -My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult
"right now? right now i want someone to kiss my forehead and tell me they are lucky to have me." Adam does this to me all the time. He tells me he's lucky, and makes me feel lucky. Best guy I've ever had!