I went really deep, so deep, if it's not too deep .,,, I touched the bottom it was full hating, violence, ... I couldn't adapt to stay but still I believe in the ocean curing all bad moods. I believe in the waves wiping away worries.
It just never ends. You think you’re happy and then suddenly you’re not. You see a future and the next moment it’s gone and you are hopeless. You think you’ve worked something out and then you find your answers are impossible. It’s exhausting. Just an endless cycle of doubting yourself and hating yourself and it never seems to stop. Like one bad dream inside another.
Catch me, catch my dreams, catch my memories until i forget all my worries. Coz everytime i sleep, i weep myself, wondering what did i do good or what did i do wrong today. . The next day when i wake up, it's another day, so come on and catch me now!
Colors of dark grey and black fill the world in which I live No other feeling could possibly be worse than this The darkness surrounds me. My tearful eyes my soul's deep hurt are glassing I stretch my hands imploring, cry aloud It's getting so cold, My voice falls dead a foot from mine own lips, standing in loneliness, emptiness, and despair.
Im not lost but I can't find a way What do I do now? It's not even the end But I feel I'm falling down. How should I live now? I can't even pretend Like I'm not broken somehow. Im not lost, The roads that I am taking Are the paths full of challenges That would make me strong?? I am just on a long journey That will lead me to a destination.