I feel that way sometimes when a person tells you that you were doing something terribly wrong or everyone ob the team starts shouting at you "why didn't you do this or this, now we lost because of you.
The me I was before he destroyed every ounce of confidence and self esteem I had, and beat me down until I no longer resembled that person. Then he moved on and left me broken and battered, and always blamed ME
Some things I can't bring myself to let go, but 3 years and I've been fighting for them all along.with sometimes only an imaginary fight. Now I realize I was never meant to have those dreams. Ive walked out of the darkness a person who doesn't dream.
Suicide has touched me in many different ways. I lost a good friend on my high school graduation night to suicide. Because of his suicide another friend of ours attempted suicide but instead surviv… ** More info could be found at the image url.