Lonely is not being alone, it's the feeling that no one took steps to demostrate that they cared. Jehovah loves you.
And Then I Think That Maybe I Was Designed To Be Alone. I've had this exact thought throughout my whole life. While everyone around me is taken care of, I think I was made to be on my own.
Paradoxically, the ability to be alone is the condition for the ability to love.