i'm super excited that it's you, first. that's the most most of everything that it's you. and then the book stuff. like oh my God i have a someone. that wants to do things like stuff liek to the right. lay in fields, and make out, and talk about strawberry flavored sugar cane so that maybe the rum will taste better, and if i knew you were the dreamer, i would have been so happy, i was actually so horrified about the other situation, taht such power, was within that, but b/c i was so far from