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do you really love me? if the answer is yes. then i will always love you no matter what you think about this or that. and now that i know you, i wouldn't even be able to not love you, if you didn't love me, i'd just have to i don't know try to figure what i was going to do, and wonder what the fuck all these millennia was for don't even know what to say to that actually.
i'm super excited that it's you, first. that's the most most of everything that it's you. and then the book stuff. like oh my God i have a someone. that wants to do things like stuff liek to the right. lay in fields, and make out, and talk about strawberry flavored sugar cane so that maybe the rum will taste better, and if i knew you were the dreamer, i would have been so happy, i was actually so horrified about the other situation, taht such power, was within that, but b/c i was so far from
my real favorite memory besides 99 b/c that is still the best one, is "yeah move your leg this way" with the gentlest voice ever, and it actually hurts to think about it, to think that i hurt you that much. and i don't feel good about it, i was just so lost that i don't know i was lost. very lost. i miss you, i'm glad i'm awake to miss you. but i'd rather be like with you.....now that i know.................hope you're doing decent today, i would say well but WHATEVER
i was the furthest from fine. what i can finally say, is that i reduced the heaven i hoped for and made do with hell as heaven, which is i dunno pretty horrific, i just didn't have any memories. and you didn't talk to me, but i was the furthest from fine, and i would have run away with you, by the time i was 14. Dong was the last vestige of the past, after he died, i gave up on this. so whatever you did to him, obviously was great because whoever he was kept me tied to this situation
i'm very clear if that's what okay is. it's pretty wild how our life is really like a movie, i think that has to do with how you presented themes to me throughout my life, and so i had this model created in my head to do something with my primitive thoughts or instincts whatever you call it, but IT'S YOU, IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU, literally me hating myself meant i didn't think highly of you, even though i thought really highly of you. but since i hated society and i counted you as a part of it
are you talking about the dick video on FB, yeah i wasn't too worried i can be a lot more lighthearted if i wasn't so damn confused. the messaging on tumblr i'm just like staying away because i'm not getting greaaaat vibes ty. i'm quiet because i miss you and this UGHHH NVM it's soo annoying to explain because i barely know myself. i think you do tho. miss youuu.