Maja Nilsson
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Soldier Fighting ! ✊

I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.

✖️ I hope you remember how hard we laughed on New Year Eve, how we nearly set the house on fire. I hope you remember how we nearly fell in the ocean cause we were pushing each other off the rocks. I hope you remember watching the sunset off the ocean with the mall lights reflecting, us talking and laughing. for a 3 days... I was truly happy✖️

I hope you remember every night we laughed for hours in bed and aimless adventures on days off. Every night when you turn on the fan, or have to kill a spider.I hope these little moment are when you think of me most.

Everyday.

I wanted to die. I contemplated telling my therapist that, how torturous this was, and how I wish they'd let me die because at least I could be in peace. And I'd be thin. The two things I want most.

@foreverkaylee

i don't like depending on people because people leave all the time. becuase at the end of the day all you have is yourself and that has to be enough. Sad but true for me.