Drapetomania (Came from the slave days, and was considered a medical disease which needed curing if a slave was wanting to escape. So, metaphorically speaking, this word can be used as a noun if you feel trapped and ache for escape.
“ One day whether you are 28 or 65 … you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find - - is they not always with whom we spend our lives.
I'm getting to a point where I don't even know what to do anymore. I want you to be in my life again. but I'm struggling with the question if you want to hear from me or more important. if I still have a place in your life.