Some things you just can't remember enough. I realize everyday how much I have to be thankful for. And everyday I forget again, only to be reminded by some insignificant word or thought how much I have to lose.
Just hang on for tomorrow. Just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow won't be THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. You Just gotta get there. Hebrews Jesus who is the same God forever, will NEVER forsake you, no matter how you feel.
"It's very possible and very okay to forgive someone and still not want to spend time with them." A key thing to remember when people are pressuring you to forgive an abusive spouse and give him another chance.