"Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see that the girl I am is not me" that is me exactly me but i am boy and i can only smile when i am with the 3 or 4 people who can make me smile
I always want to bring happiness for you. Never thought for once that I might be the reason for your sufferings. All I wish to see you happy as you're now without my mere existence but deep inside my heart still wants to be the reason of your happiness.