Far too many times I have tried to love someone unlovable. I hoped I was good enough that they would step up. Instead they just stepped on me. destroying me. Now that I am mending ill never do that again.
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
I use to cry a lot because of you. But I have started to cry a lot because well going through this I lost a piece of me that I love. A piece that I only got back after staying with my family for a week. Leave my life please.