I feel like this! Just please make an insert about how I want to let God control things. I feel like if I control the fact that God is in control everything will be all right. I want to have a relationship that is unfathomably deep.
'My heart is not captured easily. I am disinterested in small talk, disillusioned with love, and too focused on my dreams and aspirations to lend anybody my attention for long' Beau Taplin ~ The Connection
So make sure that you, yourself are in love with every aspect of their being- not just the pretty parts. Make sure you know that you are willing to fight for the ugly parts as well. Make sure you're not settling.