I had you in my life to take all that away but now its back and lacking you makes me hate myself even more. I hate myself for believing you were the one that was going to be my guide and partner for the rest of my life.
I do not think it possible to "live a happy life" once one loses a child or children. I think one can feel happy, however it is always veiled in the sorrow of burying your child. Glimpses of happiness are the best I get.~~Bethany's Mom, Suzanne V.
crying self hate die dead cry dying sadness darkness self destruction loneliness hate myself Invisible depressive larry brown after a year in therapy my psychiatrist said to me maybe life isn't for everyone xonceuponatimexx