Living a life like this drains you. Feeling so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else that make you feel lonely. You should never feel that way a relationship.
"How did you get so empty?" "When people leave, they take a part of you with them. So many have left, and there's nothing left to take." "Please don't be sad." "Darling, you can't be sad when you're empty. You can't be anything.