Everything changes when you start to emit your own frequency rather than absorbing the frequencies around you, when you start imprinting your intent on the universe rather than receiving an imprint from existence. Make it positive.
*The timing of manifestation depends on how much practice you give to feeling good versus the time you practice feeling bad. Say to yourself "I'm on the path, it will reveal itself to me at the perfect time"
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