i hate the worry, i don't want to be model skinny but i want to feel comfortable, other skinny woman's bodies dont motivate me because thats not how MY body is. MY body will always be different than a models.
It was a fantastic feeling when going out for a run was normal. My thighs were still bigger than I wanted but I could, for the first time, love them. They were powerful and could take me wherever I wanted. That's what I'm working back to now.