Because losing someone isn't an occasion or an event. It doesn't just happen once. It happens over and over again. I lose you every time. Every time I'm kept in the dark. Every time I'm outcasted. Every time I have unanswered questions.
At the beginning of this year I remember thinking, "This is a brand new year. This is going to be an amazing year." Until July Then, My world literally fell apart my heart and soul broken. I lost my other half when he became his true evil self