Those, readers, are the most painful nights. The nights that no one knows of. The nights that are too damn long. The nights that make you not want to get out of bed in the morning. The nights that make your eye swell from sobbing so much.
And it hurts that I can't be what everyone else wants or what anyone needs. And it hurts that I can't be what I want or what I need. Because I'm not enough and won't be enough. And I'll never be close to enough and I'm just so damn tired