Sometimes we have to make difficult decisions in life, even when they hurt. If only everyone was able to let go and move on. Some people try to hang on far longer than they should. Just let go. Can't would be a word I'd use forsure
Accept that years were wasted on an alcoholic. Accept that you were married to a man who was in denial. Let go of the abuse you took from an alcoholic. Let go of the man who chose drinking over his children and wife. Have faith in what will be.