I do not think it possible to "live a happy life" once one loses a child or children. I think one can feel happy, however it is always veiled in the sorrow of burying your child. Glimpses of happiness are the best I get.~~Bethany's Mom, Suzanne V.
This really irritates me, pain is relative but I feel stupid for beeing sad about things that really hurt me just bc there are people there o may have it worst. You were all expected to be happy and I hope one day we do.
Fail depressed depression suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion